I dont really think i know what love is. I mean there are all types of love. Im pretty sure i know what family love is about. I love my family unconditionally. Even after an argument a sorry isnt really needed because we know we love each other alot.
What im talking about is the love for a another person other than ur family or friends. Yes. THAT love.
Though i am still really young. Maybe that kind of love really doesn't exist for kids my age. I see people break up. Never make up then find someone else. I guess at this age we're all pretty much stuck in perpetual crush mode.
I sometimes beat myself up (metaphorically) badly for letting my heart wander. Then i pretend that actually i didnt care about them at all. Which i regret yet think is the best thing for now.
I regret it because now i dont think i can see the difference for real feelings and just another one shot. The best thing is. Noone else can tell u off for being an idiot except yourself. Which actually someone like me tells themselves alot. I guess thats bad.
Overall i think i would rather love than have never loved at all.
Because love is sweet when it's happening and though it hurts when its over the hope for another love most of the time burns really brightly.
I wont forget my friends though. Because boys come and go but great friends (there isnt always a chance that you'll stay friends forever) are hard to find and we should keep holidng on to them until its time for them to go. We shouldnt forget them but appreciate them. ALOT.
What im talking about is the love for a another person other than ur family or friends. Yes. THAT love.
Though i am still really young. Maybe that kind of love really doesn't exist for kids my age. I see people break up. Never make up then find someone else. I guess at this age we're all pretty much stuck in perpetual crush mode.
I sometimes beat myself up (metaphorically) badly for letting my heart wander. Then i pretend that actually i didnt care about them at all. Which i regret yet think is the best thing for now.
I regret it because now i dont think i can see the difference for real feelings and just another one shot. The best thing is. Noone else can tell u off for being an idiot except yourself. Which actually someone like me tells themselves alot. I guess thats bad.
Overall i think i would rather love than have never loved at all.
Because love is sweet when it's happening and though it hurts when its over the hope for another love most of the time burns really brightly.
I wont forget my friends though. Because boys come and go but great friends (there isnt always a chance that you'll stay friends forever) are hard to find and we should keep holidng on to them until its time for them to go. We shouldnt forget them but appreciate them. ALOT.
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