Confusion Reunion

BLAH! What the heck happened to my blog??

I mean my blog is ok but i can't change my font or colours and bold is weird. HELP ME! That's the reason i changed my template. Is something wrong? SOMEBODYYYY give me some answers! I hate not knowing.
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I do have to get this out though.

I feel deathly guilty. My head is pounding with guilt. And some annoyance.

I DO NOT WANT A BOYFRIEND NEITHER AN ADMIRER!

I just want friends. Dude, highschool relationships hardly last.
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I also feel bad for the people out in the world who have nothing.

I just came back from Pasar Tani and guess what? I saw a beggar. A crippled beggar. And i feel terrible. I know i should have done something. Given him money, call someone to take him to a shelter. I just wish someone would do something so i won't feel guilty.

I know, i'm lame. I would wait for someone to do something than just do it myself. I just don't have confidence in that kind of thing. Feeling baaaaaad.
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I also think i have overdone my scheisse record. More than 2 dozen times today. or yesterday. Gah. I think of the word shit but scheisse comes out.