Saturday, December 27, 2008

Goodbye Div-ster

Divya is going away. Today.

China is claiming my best friend.

And i'm close to crying right now.


Depression might claim me anytime soon.

Positive side of depression: Loss of appetite - Loss of weight
Negative side of depression: Loss of appetite - loss of life?- and mood swings.

Lose lose situation. I lose weight or lose my life. Ok. Overdramatic about that loss of life thing but yea.

I'm really feeling the impact of losing another friend now. A few tears have already escaped from my probably red eyes.

1....2...3....

I'm cryng...
Silently though. I don't need anyone to see me like this.

I'm missing her terribly already.

Don't go. Please don't go.
I've lost so many friends already. Granted a lot of them were bad friends.
But i just don't want to lose one of the few close friends i have.

I feel too upset to write anymore.
I'll recall how we spent the last hours together later this morning.

How i would love to go to the airport with you tomorrow. But i might just start blubbering.


friends forever

Zureen.

ps. I'll miss all the times we've spent together. The dirty jokes and the teasing. The fun we've had overwhelms the bas times. And i'm sorry i ever doubted you.

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