4th post of the day

GAH!

I feel so out of it.
Like the world is going really fast and slowing down at the same time.

I tak taw ape nak buat.
I nak nangis.

deep breaths.
nvm. its ok.

Mastered the first part of Yiruma's 'River Flows in You'.
This should've been Bella's Lullaby instead.

Am going to play the piano for a bit.
Then i'm going to take the longest shower ever.
See if i can drown this stupid feeling.

My phone is still eluding me.
I can't contact Deeba to ask if i can follow her 2moro to go to Sunway.
I can't contact Farrah to go swimming.
I know you're having a hard moment dear. Jgn risau okayh? It'll all work out like its suppose to. Like the cupcakes we baked. :)

senyumsenyumsenyum... SMILE :D

I just realised that the malay word for smile is kinda funny.

God let me find my phone tonight.
Zurich