Goodbye

I've told almost everyone that I'm leaving next month.
I haven't told a few coz I'm afraid of the way they'll react.
Plus, i have a feeling that they'll be rather jealous in a bad way and start talking about me behind my back. What kind of friends are those yeah?

I know people were joking but you know, no one says anything that they don't slightly mean.
You don't have to say "Wow, it's so awesome you're going there. Good luck!"
But i just hear "I hate you. Why not use that money to go to college? Wah! So rich wan. Useless only go to that school" and etc..
It stings.
It's hard enough to know that your new school might be filled with snobs and no one might want to be your friend but it's harder when you feel like your friends don't really care that you're moving.

The fact is, when you've been at 1 school for a long time, you know the inner workings.
You know how far you can push the limits of everything and anything.
That's the way i feel anyway.

I used to be the new kid almost every year till standard 5.

Then, when i had to 'settle' down at SMKKK, i couldn't wait to get out and leave.

Now, I'm kinda sad to leave.
As much as i got hurt, the bitter memories and etc. There were tons of amazing memories that happened.
They're not even the huge events in school.

These memories are the times my friends would make a dirty joke knowing I'd go "Ewww".
The cheeky things the guys would say in class to lighten up the mood.
The times that a teacher didn't come and we could all gossip like crazy.
The 'rajin' class moments like when we had to do our PEKA.
The feeling of being united as a class when the teachers pick on us.
The cheekiness, the sarcasm, the jokes, the laughter, the tears.

I'll miss all that and more.

So now, I'm making the most of it and i want to make some more lasting memories with my friends with what little time i have left with them.

Me and Farah have decided to ignore idiots and do our stuff together :D
For us and not to impress anyone.

2moro there's the First Aid revisory thing.
I'll have 'fun' seeing gruesome pictures with Farrah and Amalia.

I won't be gone till the 31st and I'm bringing a pie :)
Aween