I'm Baaack

Look who's back from the short blog break..

ME!

Believe, would never have taken a break from blogging if not for the fact that I was having exams in APIIT and I don't want to look like a dunce on my first exam there.
I have to show that I have some brains kan?

Well my exams, well actually tests, are over!
Last paper was Chem.
Effing...pfft..
I think my Chem teacher hates me. Or just dislikes me alot.
Either way, it pisses me off.
I know I'll fail her paper and she'll probably have a silent gloat.
Have fun. Read your notes!?! Excuse moi. New student. Not comfortable asking notes from a guy who seems to want to avoid me. *fumes*

Anyway, guess who got an 84 on her first ever Mandarin Communications test?!
Me again! Haha.
I was bloody ecstatic.
Plus I didn't cheat at all in any of the exams so any achievements or fails are totally me.
So this achievement feels awesome.

I had less than a week to study for every subject. Mandarin, the words I tried to memorise like and hour before the exam.
So ngeee :D

Honestly, it Mandarin Comm is actually really easy.
And matching the words to the translations are A-OK s'long as you study the unit that's coming out.
Being 'rajin' pays off.
The part I enjoyed the most is when we had to copy out the essay.
Not to brag but I think for a newbie, my chinese characters were pretty awesome :P

Anyway, I have a few pictures of APIIT students but yea, it doesn't show much.
I'll post them up later.

My week was utterly turbulent.
Yesterday I had a silent breakdown.
Thank you Aishah (i'm not sure how her name is spelt) and Amirah for comforting me :)

One moment I felt part of the group, next I felt totally alone.
One period I felt connected to the class the next I was thinking "Omg. Culture shock much?"

I was up, then I was down.
Round and round merry-go-round.

Now, I'm in the middle.
I wonder which way I'll go?

But I think I found some really nice people. (:
I still need some adjustment. But maybe next week will be better.
After that is the August hols. Merdeka celebration is coming up in APIIT.
Will definetly take TONS of pictures.

I still miss everyone and wish I could join in like I usually did in SMKKK.
But I know it'll take time but people have been coming up and giving me a chance.
So maybe it's my turn to take a chance?

I'm in that transition period still.
I know I don't belong in SMKKK anymore. I know I'm not a student.
But APIIT still hasn't become "mine".
I still don't see it as my school. My alma mater (is that correct?).

Time.
Something I want.
Need.
Lust for :P

Zureen