Friday, January 29, 2010

*cough cough* *hug* :)

Sooo hi.

Um, I'm sorry we haven't talked in ages.
But don't take it the wrong way. I miss you.

I just wish you'd ask me "What's been going on in your life?" and mean it.
Not have me explain and stare off into space.

Haha, that's just me talking to blogger.

I don't have a boyfriend. Yet :P

Laily just asked me that question that day. "When will it be our turn?!"
And I said "Never mind. It the wait doesn't matter if he's worth it." :)

I believe that.
But one part of me thinks, BULLSH*T.
AAHAHA.

Oh, I'm ill.
I've got the flu (sticky green mucus yay..pfft), sandpaper throat and a bit of a fever y'all.
It iz de awesomest possumest bomb.
Not.

Like how I described the aqueous substance running out of my nose? Yes, I know you do :)

This is gonna be a random run-around post with thoughts leading to no where.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Old and new don't worry.
I don't forget people easily. Names yes. People, no.

Anyway, celebrated Eddie and Ax's birthday today at school coz we won't be able to celebrate their ACTUAL birthday on that day coz Eddie's is during the 1st Assessments and Ax's I'm not sure.
These guys are awesome people. Love the Cina and the Bitch :D

Listening to Falling Down by Space Cowboy. It's a fun dance song.
Meh, I'm into dance music now.
I don't hate sad songs but I prefer not listening to them. I get sad and why put yourself down when there is so much to bring you up?

I wanna talk about school like I used to about Kota Kemuning school but honestly:

a) I'm too mentally tired to form a post.
b) It's a HONESTLY gotta be there to understand thing.
c) I don't think anybody cares :'/
d) My thoughts are getting more and more personal.


Not a bad personal, more like I think if I blab about what's really going on inside my head, people won't understand and..stuff.
Or worse, people don't actually care.

I'm happy at school and I love talking to everybody.
But there are things, I just don't want to repeat awkward-ness between friends.
I've been more happy in Sapura for 4 months than in SMKKK for 4 years.

How high I am on the outside is how low I feel on the inside :)

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