It was my first time going to any sort of education and it was quite enlightening.
I think I figured out a lot from my time there.
My dad hit it right on the nose to the first booth we went. I left it feeling excited about my prospects. Others just left me mostly high and dry.
It's really amazing when you find someone passionate about a career they've had for ages. Honestly, I'd be honoured to have someone like Jochen Kern be my lecturer.
Anyway, the rest of the fair was so and so. Towards the end I basically asked the same questions more than 5 times and I had to write my particulars in equal numbers. I think I could've filled out those forms with my eyes closed if I wanted to.
None of them really know to stoke the passion of a teenager. Or is it because I had already found my passion ages ago and because of my over thinking, it just made me confused?
Anyway, the Education Fair was a success I think. Even though it felt repetitive after a while.
Well..that's all that happened today. I'm boring I know.
Other than that, I got my hair trimmed. Still trying to grow it out but I had split ends.
That's it.
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Oh, one last thing.
I notice that I censor a lot of my feelings here. It's like I care what people think of what I feel. I shouldn't. Some things are meant to be kept personal but now, unless there will be actual repercussions or repercussions that I actually care about, I shall write what happens and what I feel.
Because I'm human and this is my blog.
I write this for posterity.
I want my future self to see that her past self was more fragile, that feelings are normal and to remember that there are lessons learnt and should not be forgotten.
Buona Notte.
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