Questions

What a week.
Exams are almost finish. Just maths 2moro (GAH!) and then holidays.
Of course, after that there's the ACTUAL PMR!!!

I'm going back to studying 1st but i have to say.

I am so close to falling head over heels.
Most people just fall. With me, it's hard yet why? Why do i always ..
Grrrrrrr.......

Ok...How do i say this? Should i say this?
Who gives a damn... It's my blog.

Anyway,

(Maybe i should try and make this like i'm talking to someone)

It's uber stupid. It's obviously crazy.
I believe it might happen one day yet people are always saying no it wont.
I want to believe that it's just that they don't know the meaning of hope and dreaming of what you want to happen. They think i won't make it and it won't happen.
I believe it will. If i can succeed.
There is a part of me that thinks that it won't happen. But what ever happened to the power of positive thinking??

Right now, i know i should just concerntrate on the immediate future but how do you do that when all you want is the scarily exciting future. I need something to happen. Please, let something exciting, scary and shocking happen to me. Soon....

I need a change. A big one.

I wish my questions could be answered.

Like,
Will i succeed in life?
Will i get to do what i want to do?
Will i get the thing i desire the most?
Will i be able to experience those wonderfully, dangerous, exciting, scary and shocking things?

Those questions seem so serious.
I have dozens of frivoulous ones though. I just won't type them out in case of seeming shallow. I seem too serious now though.

Frivoulous questions,
Will i lose weight by the end of the year?
Will my skin clear up?
Will i ever admit to any guy that i like them?

Uber frivoulous.
Made ya laugh i bet.. Hahaha...

Being weird,
Zurich.