Monday, July 20, 2009

Anxiety Attack

I am going to have a nervous breakdown soon if i don't learn to relax.

This moving business is beyond stressful.


The funny thing is that suddenly I'm stressing out more about school assignments.
I'm leaving soon, why should i care?
It's like i feel the responsibility weighing down on me to make a good impression to the teachers before i leave.

But I'm kinda pissed over the fact that my English teacher is looking down on me because of who I'm friends with.
Whatever i guess. Her problem. Not mine. I can still manage to maintain my A grade in English and finish off 40 questions when everyone is still at 10 or 15. What does she have to complain about?


Anyway, was debating on whether I should finish off this week of school or just stop after 2moro.
Farrah convinced me. I guess I'll finish off the week. Only a few more days to go.
But i hate saying goodbye. Especially to teachers when you don't really feel connected. I hate the whole saying goodbye formally thing. It's so fake.

staytrue
Zureen

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