Farrah Emmylya is one of my best friends.
I love her like crazy because she does and says the weirdest things to freak me out.
Yet I've learnt a lot from her.
Sometimes you annoy me but you make it up by entertaining me more.
I learnt to be more outgoing and slightly crazy.
I've learnt that sometimes being dirty is actually super funny.
And I've learnt that having an honest-to-your-face friend is actually really nice.
I'm not good with consoling my friends because although I can say a million and one words of sympathy, they're never good enough and I'm always afraid that I'll just end up making them feel worse.
Sayang you're the one who said that you'll laugh at me when I find my 'first love'.
I laughed back told you that I'd never act like an idiot over a guy and you assured me I will.
Well, I did find him and acted like an idiot.
And you did laugh.
But I'm glad you did because it just taught me more things.
I know I'm still inexperienced and a total moron when it comes to love with myself.
But I can imagine your feelings right now.
I can imagine the pain and sadness.
Yet I know imagination can never compete with reality.
I know while I imagine, you're feeling it a hundred times worse.
I don't know what else to say dear.
Be strong.
I'll be here for you (our house is 2 minutes away).
And stay positive.
isayangyou
Aween
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