So, life is a bitch. But you can't tame it.
What brought that on right?
Well, I don't want to go into detail but my mind is in turmoil right now.
I may not be doing much physically but mentally I can't seem to rest unless I force myself to do so. So honestly, I don't complain about boredom too much because I'm never actually bored. If I'm not doing something I'm thinking about something and it sort of consumes me until I shake myself out of it.
I'm stuck in limbo and I know some people out there are probably happy to hear that. I know this is paranoid but sometimes I feel like there are people who actually wish me the worst or bad luck and that's the reason why sometimes things seem to go wrong in the most peculiar way.
I feel alone. But not in the same way I did 5 years ago. It's hard to explain.
I sound emo don't I?
Ugh, I hate that word. People used to call me that. And it just sounds so wrong.
I honestly think that it is a very annoying kind short form for emotional. Like 2 more syllables is so hard to say? Human kind is becoming more and more lazy. Not physically but mentally. What happened to the balance? Anyway, the only physical aspect someone would work on is only for themselves and rarely anyone else.
Pfft, I sound insightful. Full of bullshit as some people say XD
I'm actually trying to stay up for the Real Madrid v. Villarreal match. Why are all the football matches I want to watch held when I should be asleep?
Goodnight then.
In love with Latin (actual Latin, not Spanish) recently.
Aequam memento rebus in arduis servare mentem
Remember when life's path is steep to keep your mind even.
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