Uncertainty

I had another post that I wrote but I decided against posting it.

I guess I'm not that successful at not censoring myself. Pfft.

Anyway, I'm sitting at home right now and I am rather hungry. If my mum says she's eating out with the boys then I'll have to go cook. Which I don't mind. But somehow the thought of cooking is making me depressed.

If you had the thought that I'm spoilt, I don't know how to cook or whatever then you better just stop thinking then. I know how to cook and I enjoy cooking. It's just for reasons I prefer not to mention, cooking is so very depressing to me right now.

I know I sound snarky. I just want to bring up the fact that whenever someone reads a blog, they usually think that what is written is the whole story and from there, they make assumptions. Well they, you, me, everyone shouldn't. It's wrong and stupid. You never know the full story. Even when someone tells you something, unless you were there and know the history and background, you will never know the full story.

Anyway, my head is really full of thoughts nowadays and I think the real reason I started blogging again is because this is just another way to get rid of some things I would not say out loud. I don't really know who to talk to here.

That's why I need a change of perspective and I can't wait for it.

I am nervous and a bit anxious but I guess that's perfectly normal.

May I be able to face any challenges with a level head and may I come out a better person.